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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|01:02 pm]
malachite cursive
Adam went home today. He packed all his stuff and got driven away in his mum's big station wagon. I suppose it makes me kind of a bitch to stay here by myself all summer even though I could be at home with my mum and Paige. I was waiting for Adam to try to persuade me but he didn't. It probably didn't occur to him. He thinks that dignity is the most important thing and if I wanted to stay here over summer then he wouldn't encourage great emotional scenes or acts of persuasion. I miss him a bit already. If it all gets too lonely here I might just get the train and hang out at Adam's if he promises not to tell anyone I'm there. But it would get out and it would be obvious that I haven't been made summer caretaker of an empty apartment block, but that I am in fact squatting illegally due to the fact my rent and lease expired yesterday. I feel like a character in a novel, not one that Adam decided for me, but one in my own novel. Perhaps this would be the ideal opportunity to write it down. Perhaps I should go home.
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